It sounds incredibly stupid, but I just can't get over last night's concert. As everyone and their mother know, I waited 15 years to see Morrissey in concert. The end result -- his music affected me so much more than I ever anticipated from listening to tapes, CDs and then ipod over these years. Laugh if you will, call him the pope of mope, but I am in agreement with all the other crazed fans who say he is the best lyricist ever. I'd go so far as to say he is the Oscar Wilde of our time.
I don't know if I cried because I was seeing someone of this magnitude, or if it was just all of the sentimentality of years wrapped up with these songs, or if it was that I had been up since 4:45 a.m. to go to a 6:30 (yes, am) meeting. But when the canvases with James Dean faces dropped and the Moz came out, well, it was nothing short of a profound experience. It's hard to explain it, and I know that I'm not articulating to the best of my abilities. He's just an amazing entertainer, whipping the mike like a lasso, enthralling the audience members with his piercingly spot-on intellectual lyrics, gesturing with the sadness and angst we have all imagined -- and rocking, if I may add.
There is a certain person who adores Morrissey, and he or she spent lots of time in their room alone as a teenager. We could be seen at the Alabama Theatre last night -- as another audience member said, "Wow, there are lots of aging hipsters here." Morrissey speaks to our loneliness, longing, faith, loss of faith, camp, gang life, need for poetry, irreverance, human touch, anger and outrage and, most of all, sincerity. I know that this seems trite and laughable. But I also know that he is as relevant to me as a 30-year old mother, wife and person in a business suit as he was to the 15-year old girl in a Catholic school uniform and Doc Martens. So he didn't sing "There Is A Light That Never Goes Out" or "The Queen Is Dead." He did sing, "Irish Blood, English Heart" (yes, that would be me), "Every Day Is Like Sunday," and "Let Me Kiss You.
But he was brilliant.
"I will be/on the bar/with my head/on the bar .... beware/I hold more grudges/than lonely high court judges" -- "The More You Ignore Me, The Closer I Get"
"But when the president is never black, female or gay/you've got nothing to say to me/to help me believe/in America" -- America is not the world
Click here to see the brilliance that is Morrissey on his 2007 tour
The Importance of Being Morrissey
Part one of a four-part series on Morrissey. Watch it to see that I am not the only one.